clear light

i wish i could sense my soul more often
already fifteen months ago, it touched my heart
since then
i only feel my ageing body
experience my wild emotions
forced to listen to my endless thoughts …

Picture by bvdb (whoisbert) december 2015 – @home – Nikon D3300 – ex_dsc_4353


12 thoughts on “clear light

  1. I wish I could feel my soul more often too 🙂
    In life it’s so hard to maintain a connection to our deeper selves.
    I hope you are able to re-make your mind+body connection so you can feel your soul again soon

    • it seems we have to get rid of all the garbage in our head, before we can hear our interconnected soul. I feel a recent shift since surrendering to a flu 3 weeks ago. but as soon as I operate in the daily treadmill, I raise all my walls of protection against the world and its inhabitants again, and I forget to be open and listen.

      • I hope your walls are rebuilt a little lower each time to give yourself a chance to see what’s on the other side and allow other – without too much difficulty – to see what’s inside you.
        Maybe that’s all you need to get to the connection you seek

        • I don’t know whether I seek … could be that there is still part of me doing that, but certainly a lot less than 5 years ago. Deep inside there is a very vulnerable boy. He still needs some walls, but perhaps one day, they will be small enough to disappear at every breath …

          • A vulnerable child lives inside each of us. I completely understand the self-preserving instinct to protect that child. At the same time I’d like to believe that we can each get to a point where we don’t need to be that protective because everyone treats each other kindly because we keep that innate vulnerability in mind. Maybe that’s naive but I hope that all our walls can come down some day 🙂

    • thank you, Ellen — yes I’m fine, a bit tired but OK. I had no rest since the first week of december. That’s already 6 weeks … 😦
      Hope you are well too. Late best wishes for the new year.

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