just backgrounding

these days
i don’t easily remember
which day of the week we are

i have to make a conscious effort
trying to associate an action to yesterday
as a monday, or today as a tuesday …

it is not that they look alike
it is not that my memory is not functioning well
only that time is backgrounding

not pegging the days any more
not pegging my being any more
living more now …

Picture by bvdb (whoisbert) april 2015 – @home – Nikon D3300 – x_DSC_1215


14 thoughts on “just backgrounding

  1. Me too! People think I’ve lost the plot when they realise I don’t know the day of the week. It’s as if I should constantly be aware when walking that “now my weight is on the left foot, now the right foot, now. . .etc.” Just walk. 🙂

    • the best (frightening worst) is waking up without a clue: if it’s monday I should wake up immediately, but it could be sunday or even tuesday … and then different schedules apply 🙂 LOL

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