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I know there is a stress.
It’s about the unknown …
What is going to happen now?
Crazy parents — good people!
But they imprinted stress …
A kind of psycho terror.
99% (perhaps more)
of the population is like that …
Emotional blackmail, for talking back,
or for saying something very stupid.
I never knew what they were going to be:
normal again, or still crazy?
and how long it would take
to be in a normal situation again.
… and sure, I was naughty, in those days,
… I should have been when eight years old.
whether or how
loved ones are going to take revenge
after my ‘mistakes’, …
A wrong word, a wrong discussion,
some truths can be hard to swallow
when served on a hot plate …
And then I die from stress,
that something nasty is going to happen.
But loved ones are not my parents,
— although the waiting
to be in a normal situation again
is sometimes felt comparable.
But my imprinted stress
is the same,
as forty years ago,
… that stress, my stress,
is the worst punishment.
Strange as it might be,
I am the one